i just felt the need to comment on tonight's SNL

-James Franco
-Kings of Leon
-Cameron Diaz
-Blake Lively
-found out Amy Poehler is preggers. had no clue
-Jonas Brothers were mentioned
-Anna Faris is hosting next week whom i absolutely adore

So the JB comment. not that exciting but still kinda funny. They did a skit called "Cougar Corner" or something like that and it was 3 older women who were all plastic surgery and died hair and over tanned and whatnot talking about pedo-ing basically.
well one of the women said to amy poehler's character "oh i see you got a new ankle tat!"
and amy said "oh no i actually broke a spider vein when i slammed too hard on the brakes driving the other day. Yea I thought i saw a Jonas Brother outside of Pinkberry." ngl it made me laugh just bc it could happen.

James Franco is gorg & i love KOL so it was overall a great show minus the sucky skits like always.

ok im done for tonight.....i hope

ok so this is all about the VMAs

-the fact that swift interviewed them and of course joe had to stand right next to her and gaze up into her eyes killed me. i could not believe what was happening in front of my eyes
-all of brand's jokes about them, though sometimes uncalled for were pretty epic. i mean i have to admit i lold at most of them. but at one point it went from him just talking about them and slightly making fun of them to completely and utterly dragging them down. however the comment about him taking a ring from one of the boys was pretty funny ngl and then he like held onto it the rest of the time until jordin opened her mouth
-LOCKSLEY WAS IN COMMERCIALS! i am stoked. im in love with them and they looked amazing. that pretty much made my night
-the announcer's comment about joe singing about taylor in lovebug was absurd
- "at their own request..to intro jb.....taylor swift!" WTF. and of course she said joes name first
-joes ass when he was walking up the stairs at the beginning was epic. like my jaw dropped to the floor. good god
-kevin looked rediculous at the beginning. with his faces and snapping and getting too into it. no thanks. and joes voice sounded like sex
-two words...VEST RIP
-joes faces after the change were absurd
-lol at like a virgin right after their performance. i feel like that was planned.
-lil wayne......no need for the pants. i mean that was rediculous. however his performance was pretty badass. all his little dance moves. good times
-epic pink performance. loved it
-and then of course the jordin slut comment. i have a feeling it was made bc she was sitting right in front of jb so they were prob getting all up in a tizzy over being made fun of so she was like ok well im gonna say something. and then brand backing off immediately. it was great.
-ohhh and swift sitting next to joe??? ummmm wtf is that shit? no. cannot handle that
-im in love with rhianna
-both xtina and kanye's new songs are BADASS
-lol at perez standing up for the boys too.

overall i say it was entertaining. but i can honestly say that without the multitudes of jokes about jb and the rediculousness that is toe i prob would have been bored out of my mind. i still loved it. oh and kevins outfit was fail fail fail fail. hey at least no "other one" jokes were made! thats a plus

i seriously cannot believe that exactly 3 yrs to the date of Katrina later, i have to evacuate for another fucking hurricane. is this really happening? i honestly do not think that i can go through that experience again. We all know that the levee system IS NOT strong enough to protect us. We know. So whats gonna happen this time? is it gonna be worse? is metairie gonna have to 10 feet of water this time? 
Living in my brothers apartment with all of his asshole friends is going to be the death of me. This is absurd. Not to mention the wonderful drive to baton rouge which we all know is gonna take 4 times as long than if we were normallly going bc of the entire city of new orleans doing the exact same thing.

and im finally getting happy again. this is just gonna fuck that over basically. yea im stoked.

so point of the story.....Gustav back off. I love New Orleans so fucking much it hurts and if you fuck with my city, you fuck with me.

i feel like im already pushing him away and we arent really even together. hes been trying so hard to get me to hang out with him. being nothing but kind and nice and playful and fun, and how do i repay him, i turn him down not once, but twice.
i think im afraid. i think im afraid of being happy. of having someone feel that way aboout me. of getting hurt. im afraid.

i need to grow some balls and stop being a chicken. i mean what do i have to lose? nothing
hes a nice guy, attractive, from the same background as me, and not to mention and awesome kisser. so what the hell alison?

i feel like pushing me away describes my life right now except im the one being the bitch. 
part of me is also afraid that im just the rebound girl too. his gf broke up with him, not the other way around. and that i do not want to be.
and what kills me even more, is that apparently she broke up with him bc he treated her too well. yea. i know. wtf is wrong with me????

im just gonna suck it up and ask him to hang out tomorrow night. im gonna do it. i said i was gonna do it tonight and i didnt. and why not? i chickened out. i feel like if i dont, then im going to ruin any chance i ever had with him, if i havent already.......
ok im gonna stop babbling.

i dont understand
i thought i was over him
but yet everytime i see him my heart drops into my stomach and my entire body starts to shake. 
i know that i will never have him. i know this. and i even heard some not so nice things about him which i thought would help me get over him. guess not

i think hearing that his mother does not like his current girlfriend made me a little happy inside. she knew plain and well that i was in love with him and told me numerous times that she did not want him...but then 2 months later they were dating and have been together for a yr now. fucking bitch. maybe thats why everyone hates you.

how is it that someone i am not even with can have this effect on me. i really dont know him that well yet i think that we are perfect for each other. even several family members have told me that they think we are going to get married even though they have no idea how i really feel about him. this is all speculation and that alone proves to me that i am not the only one who sees it. expect the one that matters....him

after seeing you on sunday, and feeling as if my heart was ripped out when i saw you holding her hand, and trying with all of my might to stop my legs from quivering, i realize that i guess im not as over you as i thought i was. fuck

ok so last night was the Paramore concert. sooo much fun.

lets start from the beginning. standing outside in a sea of sweaty people i dont know waiting to get inside. then the doors opening and everyone rushing to the front and trampling people. oh did i meantion it started to drizzle when we were chilling outside? yea. then some chick next to us decided she felt like puking. that was a blast.

ok so we get inside and we are pretty decently close. thank god.
first was Paper Route. they were ok. it took some time for me to grow on them but overall they were good. just need a little more experience and crowd pleasing skills.
next......Phantom Planet. badass. the lead singer has my heart. he decided at the end of the show to walk across the crowd. not kidding. he walked ON people to get to the back of the warehouse. it was amazing and i want to have his babies

then.......JACKS MANNEQUIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my love. andrew. wow. i cant even begin to describe how intense and amazing he is. he gets so into his music. the girls behind us didnt know who they were and then after they were done we heard them say that it was amazing. yyeess

finally....paramore. ok haileys voice is phenomenal. thats is all.
oh and one of the guitarists is an uber hottie.
during the show hailey started to talk about their LJ community and then said something about they were searching around and looking at diff things and i started cracking up at the thought of the words "we found CUF" coming out of her mouth. it didnt happen but for a split second there...i was laughing really hard.

ok time for pics and videos. peace.

i am officially in love with this video

and i am voting for it nonstop for a vma bc they deserve it fosho

robert in the beginning when he first starts to sing looks so so so adorable. so cute
and im in love with his teal guitar and matts pink bass

Zenon:The Zequal is on. And whats really sad is that i remember this like i saw it yesterday. its crazy

Also...i felt old today. i was driving this 7th grader to ballet this morning bc her mom had to go into work and she had no ride....and JB came on my ipod. and then it came on again. So i was told her if she hadnt noticed, I have an obsession with them. Well she just kinda laughed and was like yea i kinda picked up on that. So then she starts telling me about when she met them outside of the Cajun Dome at the Lafayette show. But she was so nonchalant about it. I pretty much had a spasm and turned into *that girl* that wants to know ever little detail. she could have cared less. she was like yea i gave nick's autograph to my friend bc she loves him more than i do and she was about to cry bc she didnt get it. So then i told her that i would have died and my life would bc half complete being in her situation and she just thought i was crazy i guess. a 7th grader! Shoudlnt this be the other way around? 
Then she said how its only a matter of time before the fame dies down and the world moves on to a new fascination and obsession. That caught me off guard. this girl is like 11 or 12 yrs old. So then i said yea i guess its kinda like the Hanson thing. And she looked at me and said "Who are they?" 
So it was at this point that i realized that she basically was just born when Hanson was popular. thats scary. Now I know how parents feel when they talk about their generation of tv and music and we just look at them like they are insane. idk it was a wierd feeling.
when i told 2 of the girls in class this morn her story they both were freaking out and one of them (who is so adorably cute btw) said "uggghh thats like my life goal. i just wanna know what they smell like." i started cracking up laughing.

so i really want to dance for frank and aaron. for the rest of my life. their style is so right up my alley. well aarons is at least. franks....is ok. but i could still do it forever. they make me so happy. classes arent boring and they go by so fast. i truly have an amazing time when im taking from them. aaron made somewhat of a comment to frank on monday about how they could "get this one too" pointing at me....so does this mean they are actually going to start up their company again? or what did that mean?? im so curious. i asked but the just shrugged it off. so if thats the case im thinking they are gonna wait to say anything until they eiether A. talk to Joseph or B. the end of the workshop. we ll see. 

my whole life would change

 last night. wow. i dont even know where to begin.
it was jessicas 20th bday. well we had to go meet andrea at dr estradas house uptown and also i was going to leave my car there. so we get to the house and then decide we need crystal light so that we can make our own low cal drinks at the bar. vodka/club soda and crystal light=amazing drink. so we wind up going to like 4 different places until we finally find it at a random walgreens. the amount that we bought is absolutely absurd. anway...
go to fat harrys. no one is there. so we just hang out and have a few drinks and decide to go to brunos. get to brunos. see drew, lindsey, and shauna and a few others from high school. that was fun. meet random 22 yr old guy. have nice conversation with him. he leaves to go to F&Ms so i told him we d meet him there later. hang out a little longer at brunos. dance around the bar to MIA Paper Planes. that was fun. decide to go to F&Ms.
So this bar is usually a 21+ so we were kinda worried we wouldnt get in but we tried anyway. we show up at the door and the bouncer said that if anyone had a cigarette he would let us in if we werent 21. haha it was amazing. so we gave him one and got in. awesome. only in new orleans. so its packed as usual. get the best cheese fries in the city. the random guy from brunos finds me and comes to hang out with us on the patio. he tried to get my number but his phone wouldnt even turn on and i know he wasnt lying to me bc he showed me. so i have his....but im not calling. thats awkward. ill hopefully see him at brunos next weekend bc he said he goes every weekend when he comes in town from lsu. and hes a jesuit boy. 
so we finally decide we are ready to leave...its prob like 4am. well juliette finds a guy who she knws from a while back and they start talking so we dont leave. well we re randomly talking to a tulane med student and all of a sudden we look over and see he making out with the guy. it was hysterical. while we were waiting for the festivities to end, i hear 2 guys talking next to us with some kind of delicious accent. so me not caring, go over and ask where theyre from. North London. wow. soccer players. wow. in town for another month and hot. wow. i was in love. so we befriend them and theyre other 2 friends as well. get more cheese fries or as they call them, cheese chips, go back out to the patio and sit in a booth with them. they are most likely the funniest guys i think i have ever encountered in my life. so jessica is exhausted and ready to go home so we say bye, only for them to ask us for a ride to their hotel. we do it. we dont care. we re all independent girls who can take care of ourselves. well we pile 4 drunk english soccer players and 3 drunk american girls into a small mazda. that was an experience. 
oh but more importantly, we had no idea what time it was until we walk outside.....AND THE SUN IS OUT. not kidding. the sun had risen and we were still in the bar. i just started cracking up when we opened the door. could not believe it that it was 6 30 am.
i dont think i have ever laughed so hard in my entire life than during this car ride. i am not exaggerating. i was gasping for air i was laughing so hard. they are amazing. im in love. hopefully they call us to go out again or we see them out again or something. idk they were just wayyyy too much fun to never see them again.
so im running on like no sleep right now but it was so worth it. as i was riding home i was thinking to myslef how proud i am of myself for living my life this summer. i really am having a blast. i wanted it to be the best one ever and so far...it has. im just letting go and going along for the ride. i thought how much i am going to regret being out till 7 am the next day, but then i realized that i will never forget this night and the fun i had, and the feeling of laughing that hard. That is what life is about. not getting the same amount of sleep every night. its moments like those. it was worth it.

tomorrow i get to see frank and aaron. i dont think i have ever been more excited to see them than right now. i love them more than words can describe. no lie. they are the greatest teachers i have ever had in my entire life. this is week is going to be the best. frank, aaron, soili, and jerel are all teaching. i cant wait

yooo
its been awhile. things have been good. dare i even say kinda great? no i wont go that far. anyway. its been so amazing seeing all of my friends again. i feel like i have a social life again. during the school year i felt so cooped up and alone and now that everyone is in town im so much happier. although i have been going out wayyy more than i should lately but whatever. its the summer of leisure. and i now have over a week off of work. wooohoo. just in time for frank and aaron to come in town. i serioualy love those guys more than life. they make me so happy and if i could dance for them i would move to houston in a hearbeat to join their company....if they had one :(

so sunday night.....my life was semi complete. i went to see Rooney, Locksley, and The Bridges. So we get to the quarter at around 2 and we were planning on eating lunch at hob and then going to stand in line for the show. well we get there and the minute we stepped out of the car we realized that it was closed on sundays. boo. so we went to eat at this place on bourbon. it was pretty good i guess. so then we realized that the doors opened an hour later than we thought so we walked around the quarter scoping the area for a Robert sighting. no such luck.
we get back to hob and there were a few people waiting in line already so we decided to just chill for the rest of the time. as we are sitting there, we see the Locksley boys walk up. wow. they are gorgeous. we didnt go up to them bc some other girls were talking to them and it was starting to drizzle so they looked like they really wanted to get inside before the sky opened up.
which brings me to the next issue. it poured. rediculous. new orleans weather sucks so bad. so there we were standing outside in line in the pouring raina dn the doors werent opening for another 2 hrs. sucks. thankfully one of the security guys let us wrap the line around a diff way so that we could stand under a roof which was really nice of him, however, when this happened. people jumped in front of the line. but whatever. so we finally get into the venue and everyone is drenched from head to toe. it was miserable. The bridges were pretty good. i mean they were entertaining and all but nothing compared to the 2 to follow.
Locksley. Wow. i dont even know where to begin. amazing. heavenly. orgasmic. i fell in love. they were sooo energetic and played with the crowd. Jordan jumped in to the audience a few times. that was fun. kai was just one big ball of sweat and sex. we kepy making eye contact and i gave him ~~the eyes~~ on more than one occasion. needless to say i was depressed when they left the stage. so juliette decides she wants to hang out with them. so she goes to the merch table where they were chilling and asked jordan if they wanted to come hang out after the show and see the city. he was like uhh sure! just find us when the show is over. awesome
Rooney. Fucking amazing. i couldnt believe robert fucking schwartzman was a mere few feet away from me. i died the whole time. and took waayyy too many pics for my own good.
So after the show we kinda waited around upstairs for a few and then made our way outside. we see the Locksley guys chilling taking pics and signing autographs and stuff. brooke and i took pics with jordan and kai (sighs) then we were like ok i guess we ll just go now bc we were all tired and had stuff to do the next day and jordan was still busy doing stuff. so we re walking down towards the car and i look over and see a few people crowding. so i scan the crowd and who do i see? Robert. yes. i know. i freaked out. So we went over to where he was standing and he was just like chilling all by himslef. none of the other guys were out. so i asked him to sign my tshirt. he said "no worries" then me and brooke took a pic with him. i was seriously like shaking. i was leaning up against robert. michael. what is going on? so then i told him great show and he said thanks and as we were walking away he said "have a good night ladies" and smiled. ahhhh i was giddy when i got in the car.
Funny story though. one of the girls that is friends of a friend of brookes was standing around us too outside and she said kinda loud enough for robert to hear, but i dont think he actually heard, "Michael! Michael! Im Princess Mia and i flew down all the way from Genovia to see you!!! i love you michael!"
we were peeing on ourselves laughing. it was awesome

so thats that. ashley and i are on good terms i think now. we re going to lunch tomorrow and then out later on, which i know andrea will be just thrilled about but whatev. shes trying to set me up with a guy who slightly resembles joe jonas. this could get interesting. idk. i emailed her about why things were wierd and all of the things that were bothering me and she basically explained herself. so now we re kinda just letting all the pain and drama go and just be cool with each other. itll be wierd at first but whatever.

so i leave you with 9 out of the prob 200 pics i took this night:

 
 
 
 
 

so today i was babysitting and watching Meet the Robinsons. It is truly amazing how much i love that movie. I just get so happy watching it plus i think of jonas like all throughout for some odd reason. whatev im odd. but anyway while watching it, I got to thinking about some of my favorite things and this popped into my head.

I am/have been in love with this musical since I was 2 yrs old. Wierd I know but my parents took em to see it when it first debuted and for some reason I fell in love and havent stopped loving it since then. I know every word to every song and have to watch it at least once a month. It is by far my favorite musical of all time even though a few others come close.....this one always wins:

its amazing how many people are actually taking this summer off. i love it. no one is taking classes..or working. everyone is calling it their "summer of leisure" and i couldnt be happier. after this past year, i need one and i need my friends. so we will be playing and going to concerts and taking road trips. it will be fantastic.

i think i like him..and i barely know him. i dont know if its just bc we have partially grown up together, or if its how he dances, or if its his looks. i dont know. but he is once again back in my life and i have never been more attracted to him. ive watched him go from little boy wearing gay costumes that the directors have made him wear, to now a man (unfortunately still wearing gay costumes) but looking much better in them and having more of a personality than i have ever known him to have before. problem is every girl thinks he attractive and are fighting for his attention therefore making it that much more difficult. plus side.....im the only one who grew up with him and the only one who is old enough to be with him. now all i need is for him to realize it. 

my bro's graduation was this past week and of course i couldnt get through it without making some kind of reference to jonas. its physically impossible for me to go a single day without something reminding me of them. at graduation, some of the boys in the choir sang the national anthem. and when they sang, "and the rockets red glare" i started cracking up laughing thinking of joe singing "and the rockets gred glare" when singing at the white house. then as the names were being called, one of the boys names was nicholas joseph. i had to do a double take on the program when i saw it.

this weekend was fun. i was house sitting for the family that i nanny for so friday night sarah and jessica came over and we pre-gamed and got ready before going out. we went to rock-n-bowl for a little while to see the mixed nuts play and paid $10 just to fucking get in. absurd. then we decided to leave and go to fat harry's, which was pretty lame but we saw some girls we went to high school with which was awkward esp since we used to be very close to them but have grown apart. oh and did i forget to mention the fact that one of them just had a baby in march? yea....therefore making it that much more awkward. later we went to F&M's and pretty much saw everyone we knew but it was overly crowded and kinda mis.  sat night brooke and katie came to the house with me and we watched meet the robinsons while discussing how Goob is me and Joe's future child and how Joe had to be the inspiration for Wilbur. Had to be. then we watched youtube videos of we the kings and crazy people. it was def fun. 

sun i had to perform in the slidell recital. i was only in one number that i was thrown into at the last minute bc someone backed out so it was pretty pointless for me to be there. the only plus side was i got to talk to him for awhile and see him in his skimpy costume which left nothing to the imagination thankfully :)

i think one of my guy friends likes me. unfortunately i am not attracted to him. dont get me wrong hes a great guy and we have oh so much in common. we could talk about music all night long and pretty much did on fri night, but theres just no attraction there on my part. i wish there was bc i feel like we would work, but i just cant. he even accepts my obsession and love of joe. i really just want to be good friends with him. nothing more. bllaahhhh why is it that the ones that like me are the ones i am not attracted to? why? there has to be just one guy out there that is attracted to me and i am back to him. why is this so difficult?

ok so i just got a friend request on myspace from a band. so i looked on their map to of their tour and i noticed they had a dot on LA. So i click on it and turns out its at house of blues. so i go to house of blues website to see when they were playing and it turns out they are actually playing with Jake Smith. And i am kinda a fan of his music. So im really excited now to go see this show.
THEN.....as i was scrolling through the list of upcoming shows....i get to one that i had no clue was playing!! and im usually on top of my game with upcoming shows in New Orleans. DEMI LOVATO!! hahaha i think i might need to go to this to witness her in person. She really does have an amazing voice, HOWEVER, it isnt until july and that means its after Camp Rock is aired, therefore its gonna be filled with 10 yr olds and their parents much like when the JB played HOB in Nov. and i had to dodge parents and got stuck behind a literlaly 6 ft tall mother chaperoning her child and had no clue who the JB were when i was a true fan and was singing along to every word of every song, but couldnt see them.
so.....as much as i would like to go see her in person, im gonna have to srsly think about this and they who i would want to subject to dealing with the insane tween mothers with me. hmmmmm

nonethless......im very excited she is coming :)

havent written in awhile and i need to update.

so i kinda have a new obsession. ben barnes. he is beautiful. From London so has a wonderful proper accent, longish brown hair and is the sweetest things ever. he is prince caspian in the new Narnia movie. Now let me just say that I have no interest whatsoever in the Narnia movies.....but i think i might have to go see this one simply bc he is in it. he is just wayyy too beautiful for his own good.

today is my little brothers graduation mass. Wow....he is graduating high school. and LSU bound. wierd. but i have to go to a party beforehand at a family friend's house and see this guy that i had the hugest crush on for prob like 6 yrs of my life. and now he has a girlfriend who is my age and is friends with one of my best friends. So now i have to go to this party and see them together and all over each other and happy and basically want to slit my wrists. its gonna be great fun.
but my plan? i will simply look fantastic. his gf is really nothing special so basically im gonna make him want me. heheh. not like its gonna do anything, but its still nice to try. i just really dont want to talk to him AT ALL. we go to the same school now bc he graduated lsu and is now in grad school at uno and i know hes gonna want to complain to me about how its not pushing him ot his potential and blah blah. normally i would try and see his point of view and understand what he is saying, but this time no. im gonna be like yea well i love it. end of story. i know this sounds retarded and childish, but you dont understand the hold that this boy had/has on my heart. 6 yrs to like someone and not be able to have them is alot and obvi is going to have an effect on me no matter what. so this should be intersting.
also another fam friend is going to be there as well and he is gorgeous. so im excited to see him as well. alllllll the more reason to look hot.

im going to hattiesburg on tuesday to visit some old friends. im excited but its a bittersweet feeling for me also. i hated hattiesburg. i mean hated it. and the last time i went to visit after i had moved back i just got this sinking feeling in my gut that told me to turn around and leave. so i hate being there and the people that are there bc i had such a bad experience but i miss my friends more than its healthy. i havent seen them in months so im really excited to reconnect and play and go out bc we always have fun when we go out.

Am. Idol on wed. wow. i cant even describe how excited i am for this. david cook, david archuletta, and jonas brothers all on one stage. wow. i cant even begin to say how amazing this is going to be. im pumped.

so thats basically it.....but i leave you with this:

so life is getting better. im getting happier and happier by the day. im only  a little bit bitter now as opposed to a lot bit bitter but im working on it. i think having all of my friends back in town will help me also. ive just been really down and unhappy since like february and i really didnt know why. but anyway....
i saw made of honor last night. so cute but both me and my friend left saying how much we hated life. haha but it was all joking only bc of how damn cute the movie was. like of course she gets the most perfect guy in the world who knows and loves everything about her. so thats all. we are just bitter about not having men in our lives basically so its all good. 
had rehearsal last night and a guy who used to dance with us like 8 yrs ago and basically grew up with is showed up and is in recital. so that was kinda cool to see him and see him dancing again. he still has it too. but hes got natural talent. i mean his 2 sisters are srsly the most amazing ballerinas i have ever seen. they can both turn for days and are gorgeous so its in his blood basically. itll be nice to see him around for awhile.
mama j was on rachael ray this morning!!! and let me just say how much i want to be in her fam. i mean she is just too cute. i feel like i could talk to her about anything. joe just propose to me now and get it over with so i can play with your mom k thanks buddy. she even did the kevin "high five"!!! haha i was dying laughing bc she even said it like he does. too much. oh and when they showed the clip of the boys....joe's "hi mom!" i swooned. his voice. just ggaaahhhh. its so sexy and hot and i love it. but his outfit....mmmmm not so much.

so tomorrow night i am hopefully going out for the first time in a long time and im so excited but i really dont want to make any bad drunken decisions. bc that tends to happen to me when i havent drank in awhile. i kinda go crazy. so im crossing my fingers that i wont do something stupid and lame like make out with a random person. uugghh

ok so is it just me or is it a little strange/annoying that Rooney is #15 on Radio Disney?
i mean Rooney and Disney. please explain that to me. And i have a very strong feeling that this is only bc they opened for the jonas brothers and now all the teenies are freaking out over them too. I mean I love me some JB and certain Disney Stars, but lets leave this one alone. Not everything in world needs to be taken over by the Mouse House ok? ok. end rant.

Last night I was watching Medium against my will be I was eating dinner after ballet and that is what my dad was watching. And never before have I noticed that the main couple in the shows names are Alison and Joe. I was freaking out when I made the connection. of course. Alison was screaming Joe! Joe! and in return he was like what Alison? and when those words came out I almost choked on my food. We are meant to be basically.

Today in my educ 2000 class, the topic was brought up as to whether a child with a severe peanut allergy should be treated as a disabled child and should be advocated for.  Well my mind being completely invaded by jonas, I immediately scream out~in my head of course~GARBO! I was so close to saying it outloud too. thank god i didnt bc it could have been slightly odd. I probably would have covered it by going ohh yea...um...my friend....we call him Garbo....
haha oooo man.

And finally, I have a new favorite book. Its called Kitchen by Banana Yoshimoto. It is fantastic. "If you have the means, I highly recommend picking one up," (ferris bueller anyone?)
I was forced to read it for an Englich class and kinda ruched through it for time purposes, but now that I have realized how fabulous it is, I am def going to go back and reread it and really take it all in. And I dont normally do that so this is big! 

And i want to move out. I need my own place. My mom is driving me nuts. I jsut cant talk to her about anything without it turning into a huge fight. She likes to pretend she knows everything....aka Sherlock...cough Kevin Jonas cough. And when i actually try to tell her what i want and why i want it she tries to act like she knows everything about that situation and that i am completely wrong. In turn, our convos always turn into screaming matches. Im done.

 no fucking way....
PHIL OF THE FUTURE IS ON!

i no lie have not seen this show in like 8457023658423 years. it never comes on anymore!!

ricky ullman.......soooo hott so hott.
not a fan of that damn ally girl butttt oh well. jb connection anyone? haha of course

im so excited 

ohh man and the mom just said "flux" in regards to a time machine. hahahah

flux my capacitor joe

 i am yet again becoming oficially obsessed with Spring Awakening.

I was totally in love over the summer and listened to the soundtrack nonstop. and just recently i have started to listen again and loving it more than ever.

its just so damn good. who wants to take a trip to nyc with me to go see it???? hahaa. i would kill to see it jonathan groff in person and his scandelous sex scene. i would be complete